♬♪ Raven Siren ♪♬ (crystalviolet35) wrote in the_1111,
♬♪ Raven Siren ♪♬

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Truly remarkable

Hello all, I'm back again. A lot has happened and changed since I last posted here. Anyway, some very dramatic changes of events have occurred.

First off, the love of my life proposed to me on my birthday, while we were vacationing in London! Since then, I had an influx of 11:11 sightings.

I've been doing some exercises involving the 11:11 lately, namely noting my emotional/mental state and the events at the times of the 11:11 sightings. There has been another major upheaval that occurred yesterday. Bluntly said and removing particulars, I lost my job. I don't know the details yet as to why I was let go, but I was. I felt sad, worried and ashamed, yet I was strangely calm. In fact, a very large part of me felt a great deal of relief... I really disliked my job where I was working. It wasn't rewarding, not at all what I wanted to do, and it was hard to focus.  It was then that it hit me.  I realized that I was sacrificing myself: my hopes, dreams... who i WAS for the sake of what I thought was financial security. And I uttered, almost subconsciously, "Thank you, Goddess". 

Well, when I listened to that phone message, a small memory stirred.  I few days ago, I had received a phone call from a vet office, who I submitted a resume to, saying they wanted to interview me.  Since I had a job, I wasn't planning to call. As soon as I heard that message, the first thing I thought to do was call them back. So this morning, I did just that... and I really think they are going to give me the job! :) Furthermore, I'll be well taken care of, and they will pay for my school :) :) :).... Since then, my 11:11 sightings have skyrocketed.  My sightings seem to occur when I feel happy and free. And yes, that is how I would describe how I've felt today (many sightings today)... knowing that I wouldn't have to go to work today, to a job I hated, I felt so light and free that I couldn't help but wear a smile all day.

So, that is an update, ciao :)
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